Reuben I miss you so much I struggle to go on and daily question why? My heart breaks every morning with the groundhog realisation that you are gone. Life is just not the same without you. I am not sure I can go on without you. As a family we are broken beyond anything which could be repaired. Time makes me miss you more, it is not a healer. I hope you are safe and happy with Buster and Grandma Margaret. I will be with you sooner than you think, love you to the moon and stars for ever and ever your Mummy x